Thursday, November 6, 2008

Blue

Alone in the corner at Starbucks, Leisure Mall...
Ordered a cup of Jawa Chips, the only drink I like here..
Sitting under the air-conditioner, I am freezing~
Never think of move to another warmer place because I like the coldness, it is so much similar to my coldness..
Reading articles and researching useful files...
Thinking of how to continue on my thesis that make me feel dreadful...
Observing the passengers on the streets through the glasses beside me...
Counting the amount of passed-by vehicles...
Staring at the blue sky and started to day-dream...

Raining...
Blueness emotions getting stronger...
Don't feel like want to talk nor share verbally...
I think I almost be freeze by the air-cond here, but I am insist to refuse to move...
Because this location is the most private and most strategic..

I am missing someone now...
I wish this someone could be by my side...
Well, dreaming...
Blue-ing...

Sunny day after the rain..
But my feelings remain blue...
It would be so much better if I got freeze and my brain stop functioning...

Feeling blue~