无聊

突然觉得很无聊，根本提不起劲儿做任何事情。手里握着遥控器，无聊的转换着电台，换了一次又一次，播放着都是无聊的节目，真的有够无聊到我快疯了。心想有够无聊，算了吧，真的够了，随后就无聊的拿起身边的杂志，无聊的读起里头的资料，妈啊，真的很无聊，而且我竟然可以无聊到把杂志里对我而言是无聊的资料给读完。无聊到透顶，走出去透透气，刚巧邻居在溜狗，我这无聊的人就无聊的看着两只小狗在嬉戏。看看看，它们在玩，我在看，无聊的根本不知道要怎样。没事做自然觉得无聊，随之就无聊的在键盘上乱按一通，看看显示出来的资料，怎知道竟然是无聊的冷笑话。炎日的下午却被这无聊的冷笑话冷了冷，无聊到问自己，怎么那么地无聊？算了，就写写东西吧，手指在键盘上无聊的按着按着，竟然按出这篇无聊的文章，我为我这无聊的举动竟然抱肚大笑。原来，当我无聊起来的时候还真的可以这么得无聊。你呢？看完过后，是不是也觉得自己很无聊竟然荒唐到花了一段时间读这篇无聊的entry。哈哈哈，对不起，我还真得很无聊，就陪陪我无聊下下嘛。

Tests

You Are A Relationship Rescuer!

You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think. You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule. And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that

Do You Ruin Relationships With Men?

You Are a Coy Flirt!

You're not so much a flirt as the type of girl who draws flirts in While you look like you're just relaxing, secretly you've got your game on A little look here, a little wink there... you give men the encouragement they crave And in return, they flirt up a storm with you - while you just sit and smile

What Kind of Flirty Girl Are You?

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single. You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone. However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating. Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

You Are 74% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

You Are Very Sexy

Damn! You are one hot number. You have a lot of sex appeal. You know you're sexy, and you're not afraid to put it all out there. And while you're very appealing, you're careful not to be trashy or over the top. Sexy is all about attitude. And you totally have the attitude that people love. How You Are Sexy You are flirtatious and fun with most people. You know how to keep things light, friendly, and sexy. You feel gorgeous, and you always try to look your best. You make the best of what you've got. Totally sexy! You wear sexy underwear, and that's definitely hot. Feeling sexy is important to being sexy, even if no one knows what's underneath your clothes. You keep your body fit and healthy, and that's hot. Plus, sweating is also sexy!

Are You Sexy?

Your Heart is Feeling Safe

Right now, all is good with your heart. And you intend on keeping it that way. Whether you're deeply in love or just looking, you know that your heart will be taken care of. You never risk your heart too much, but you don't hold it back either. You know who to trust your heart with. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Getting a little too comfortable Your current outlook on love: Calm and future oriented Your love life will improve if you: Treat other people's hearts the way you expect yours to be treated Watch out for: Taking the people you're dating for granted

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

突然想[婚]

无聊上网看看戒指，眼前琳琅满目的戒指
好吸引~
突然有想婚的冲动，但没有伴侣
可以跟自己结婚吗？

第一眼就爱上这结婚戒指
三颗钻石的位置有如被指环的两端小心翼翼地保护着
戴上这特别设计的戒指
心想：日后我的他，是否会如此的小心呵护着我？
*POKE*

典型的设计，低调的高贵
平凡中不失应有的不平凡
能够得到自己的挚爱，不就是平凡中的不平凡了吗？

交错的设计，指环的粗细不一
是否意味着表面粗枝大叶的人
私低下也会有细腻的一面呢？

平均的厚度加上一颗大小适中的钻石点缀
显露出平凡设计中的texture
是否象征着一段感情里的一份真情
彼此公平的对待加上适中的生活surprise

黑色钻石的点缀
颠反了传统白色结婚钻戒
新新人类 勇于显出自我

Questions

1. Shortest relationship?
:: 724 hours ::

2. Last gift you received?
:: It will always be the precious bless from GOD ::

3. Ever dropped a cell phone?
:: Yes, damn it, been used it for a week only ::

4. Last food you ate?
:: Choi, I am still alive la~ ::

5. Last club you went to?
:: Rachel's club ::

6. Last drink?
:: Wine ::

7. One favorite song?
:: Superwoman by Gary Chao ::

8. Where do you live?
:: Rachel's destiny ::

9. Last wedding you attended:
:: Unknown person's wedding ::

10. Last time you saw your friend?
:: Everyday in my life ::

11. Where is your favorite place to eat with friends?
:: Anywhere as long as the environment is comfortable ::

12. Last time you cried?
:: Moment ago ::

13. Why?
:: "The Brides" by Zita Law, very touching ::

14. Hate most about yourself?
:: What the heck? I love myself~ ::

15. Can you sing?
:: Of course can sing, better than William Hung, but not as fortunate as him ::

16. Do you drink?
:: Prefer Wine the most ::

17. Pancakes or French toast?
:: Sandwich ::

18. Do you like coffee?
:: Double Espresso ::

19. Last person who sends you a message?
:: Zita Law, the author of "The Brides" ::

20. What was the last message you received?
:: "Love is God's Will" ::

21. Can you play pool?
:: Prefer bowling more than pool ::

22. Can you swim?
:: Yes, but scare of water ::

23. Favorite flavor of ice cream?
:: Chocolate and Mango ::

24. What time did you wake up this morning?
:: 8:30am ::

25. What are you doing this week?
:: My own business, none of yours ::

26. Are you smiling?
:: No, pissing ::

27. Do you miss someone right now?
:: My Baby [J] ::

28. Do you have a sister?
:: Younger sister ::

29. Who is your closest cousin's name?
:: You wouldn't know who is he even if I mention his name here, so, what for? ::

30. What were you doing in 10 minutes ago?
:: Reading novel ::

31. If you were a color, what would you be?
:: Transparent ::

32. If you could go anywhere right now, where?
:: A trip to Heaven and Hell ::

33. Name a person who's name starts with the letter "J"
:: Jesus ::

34. Where's the best place to eat ice cream?
:: Ice-cream room ::

35. Radio station you frequently listen to?
:: Heart fm >.< - Rhythm of Rachel's soul ::

36. Where do you usually hang out?
:: My room ::

37. What are you going to do tomorrow?
:: Be myself ::

38. Favorite day?
:: Everyday ::

39. Are you easy to get along with?
:: Depends ::

40. What movie do you want to watch right now?
:: No, prefer sleep more ::

41. How many kids do you want?
:: Depends on the financial ability, will adopt ::

42. Where do you usually watch movies?
:: Everywhere, ever scene on street ::

43. Name one person which starts with the letter "m"?
:: M-U-M-M-Y, muahahaha ::

44. Favorite thing that you are having now?
:: Coldness ::

45. When will be your next holiday?
:: In holiday now ::

46. 3 names that in your mind:
:: Haagan Dazz; Sony Ericson; Pionner ::

47. Three things you are wearing right now:
:: Necklace; Bracelet; Ring ::

48. Three things you can't live without?
:: Laptop; Cell Phone; Money ::

49. What's your favorite cheese?
:: "Who moves my cheese?" ::

50. Have you ever been given a rose?
:: Never. But ever received 3 bouquets of blue roses, 2 bouquets of red roses, 1 bouquet of lily ::

51. What is you all-time favorite romance movie?
:: My personal love story ::

52. Have you ever been in love?
:: Yes, always, in love with my BED ::

53. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
:: Definitely, but it's hard to meet ::

54. What's / Who is your current problem?
:: Internet connection ::

55. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
:: YES, it's fragile, indeed ::

56. Your thoughts of online or long distance relationship?
:: Neutral, rely on faith ::

57. Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
:: YES, my Baby [J] ::

58. Do you believe on the statement "once a cheater always a cheater" ?
:: HELL YEA!!! ::

59. Do you believe you only love once?
:: Of course not! Love to my daddy; Love to my mommy; Love to my siblings; Love to my friends; etc... so many types of love, how could only love once? ::

60. Are you and your ex(s) friends?
:: Yes, but not all of them, only those who worth to maintain the friendship with me ::

61. 5 things inside your BAG:
:: Mascara; Purse; Cell Phone; Sun Block; Diary ::

62. At what age did you start liking the opposite sex?
:: Since childhood, target: my daddy! ::

63. What song do you want to be played at your wedding?
:: Song that specially composed by my husband ::

64. Do you like anyone right now?
:: Myself, of course ::

65. Do you believe eternal love?
:: Yes, because I am in love with myself ::

Love Survey

1. Are you allowed to have a boyfriend?

♥ Who cares ♥

2. Describe yourself in one word

♥ Myself ♥

3. Who would you pick - someone who really loves you or the one you really love?

♥ Why must choose either one? I choose BOTH, I deserve the significant one and he does too ♥

4. Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?

♥ Nope. I prefer he confess to me XD ♥

5. Does it feel good to love?

♥ Definitely ♥

6. God is giving you just 5 more minutes to live, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?

♥ You make me fall ♥

7. What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?

♥ It's your choice of not believe in me, I don't care. I meant what I said and say what I mean. That's it ♥

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?

♥ Yes, I accept ALL of his weaknesses ♥

9. What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?

♥ Annoying. Dangerous. Scary. Irritating. Nonsense ♥

10. What can you say about playboy and playgirl?

♥ Unidentifiable ♥

11. Best place to cry?

♥ My heart ♥

12. Who do you love the most?

♥ Myself ♥

13. Tell us your dream last night.

♥ Forgotten ♥

14. Ever hate someone so bad?

♥ No, what for to waste my energy to hate someone? Don be silly, It's not worth at all ♥

15. The biggest and the most hurtful lie you ever heard?

♥ When he told me he decided to give up on the relationship after he tried hard to save, but he is not, in fact. ♥

16. Had a beer with?

♥ No beer, preferably wine ♥

17. Went to the movies with?

♥ Significant one. Friends. My shadow ♥

18. Talked on the cell phone with?

♥ Whoever that call me ♥

19. You hugged..

♥ My soul ♥

20. You yelled at?

♥ Myself ♥

21. In the last week, have you kissed someone?

♥ No ♥

22. In the last week, have you sing?

♥ Of course ♥

23. In the last week, have you been hugged?

♥ Yes ♥

24. In the last week, have you danced Crazy?

♥ No, I sleep crazy ♥

25. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?

♥ When someone trying to manipulate my life or my behaviors! ♥

26. You will die in three minutes. Last call?

♥ Mummy Daddy, thanks for bringing me into this world, Muacks~ ♥

27. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?

♥ I wish to explore and to experience more, I believe experiences that I had will shape a better me ♥

28. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?

♥ No. May be ever blackmailed by someone ♥

29. Are you old fashioned?

♥ Define old-fashioned please. I prefer to dress in my very unique fashion that could bring out who am I on that day ♥

30. What would be harder for you - to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?

♥ It's easy though. "I do / do not love you, this is my choice, I don't care whats yours ♥

31. What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?

♥ My life ♥

一夜情

硬朗的男子气概
诱人的胸膛
眼前迷恋已久的你
今晚让我有种不能自拔的兴奋
有种不能抗拒的欲望

决定
舍弃规矩的外衣
利用酒精的效力
音乐的锦上添花
给你撩起爱的欲望

将手怀饶你的颈 抛个狐媚眼神
跳起了煽情的热舞 你目不转睛
悄悄在节奏最热烈时 往你脸边靠
轻舔你的耳 再献上一个吻
腹部感觉热
被澎湃的热情俘虏了

你的手 在我腰间
我的手 环绕你的颈
我俩随着音乐摆动
陷入忘我的境界

酒精的催化 澎湃的内心

手上下游动 被热情地音乐给覆盖

你 迷恋我的女人香

我 恋上你的男人味

彼此尽情的狂欢

柔软的舌尖 温柔的嘴唇

发热的耳朵 发麻的头皮

煽情的音乐 撩人的触摸

热情的拥抱 狂欢的尽兴

舌头热烈的交缠着
压抑不了的热情
吻了一次又一次
敞开的衣领 隐约的胸膛
诱人的触感
松了口 往你颈上吻去
种下一颗颗的草莓

音乐停止了
热情仍蔓延
卸下黑色连身短裙
揭开衬衫的纽扣
继续是夜未完的情节
沉溺于热情的温柔。。。

What If...?

Alright, suddenly think of this....

What if I AM A LESBIAN, what would other think about this?
lol~

Suddenly

Suddenly feel like wanna to SAYANG someone.
Suddenly feel like wanna to PAMPER someone.
Suddenly feel like wanna to LOVE someone.
Suddenly feel like wanna to HUG someone.
Suddenly feel like wanna to CARE someone.
Suddenly feel like wanna to KISS somone.
Suddenly feel like wanna to get MELTED by passion.
Suddenly feel like wanna to INVOLVE in a relationship.
Suddenly feel like wanna to OPEN UP my heart to someone.
Suddenly feel like wanna to HAND OUT the key to someone.
Suddenly..

Hahaha, it was passed.
These thoughts were only lasted for few seconds..
=p

GOTCHA!

Lesbian

I am losing trust issue with males. Getting reclutant to date with males.

She and I have the same thought, feel happier when spending the time with female friends, being a lesbian also nevermine.

Ya, being a homosexual is okay to me even though its not acceptable in Malaysia. Somehow, there is some places in this world accept homosexual marriage.

Haha, just crap, no worries to my male friends =)

一个人的体验

哈哈哈哈！！！ 我真的做到了！

昨天，想了很久到底要不要在我还没去career-fair之前到戏院里独自的看戏。而且还是要挑战自己，独自的看鬼片-deadly ghost。挣扎了很久，想了很多，要还是不要。终于，什么也不管，把心一瞥，上网订票去！一个人就一个人，没什么大不了。

今天，人生里第N次的第一次，一个人看鬼片！独自经历刺激旅程的开始就发生在今天（6/4/08）的下午12：10。我来了！！！

其实，不过如此嘛，没什么特别的。但，感觉还不赖，感觉很自在，很享受。而且，我真的做到了，我竟然可以眼睁睁的盯着荧幕看！够大胆了吧？我自己也没想过我真的可以做到！真的是个全新的自我挑战的体验！哈哈哈哈！为自己鼓掌，我做到了！！

在career-fair会场里，遇见了表哥和未来表嫂，哈啦了几句。他们并不相信我真的一个人看戏，还摆出一幅难以置信的样子。哈哈哈哈，好好笑哦=）哎哟，是真的啦表哥，我还有证据呢，再说这没什么好骗的啊。

回到家后，兴高采烈的告诉父亲这件事。他竟然问我：“是不是每个读心理学的人都心理变态？怎么一个人去看戏？你是不是傻了？又给人‘飞’了吗？还是给人放飞机了？” 我脸带笑容，一笑而过。

谁说不能一个人到戏院里看戏？谁说不能一个人逛街？谁说不能？现在我就证明给你们看了，是能的！！！

我不是变态，我不是傻，不用感觉难以置信，没有事情是规定要两个人以上才可以做的。本大小姐就是喜欢against social norm，我就是喜欢逆着传统走。

一个人并不代表孤单或孤独。只要心里有个他，什么都不是问题。人间有爱。哈哈哈
（怎么感觉最后这一行字有些离题呀？）

有了第一次的体验，就很想有第二次。好！决定了！明天放学后就一个人去唱k。我想，接下来应该会是想一个人溜冰吧，或是一个人打保龄球去。

哈哈哈~我想朋友们都会觉得我是疯了。

10. 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4. 3. 2. 1

TEN ways to win my heart:

1. Understand me, but not read through me
2. Tolerate with me, but not over pleasing me
3. Trust me regardless what people comment on me
4. Hug me tightly as if scare I will run away from you
5. I’m your personal listener and financial planner
6. Be there for me whenever I need your help badly
7. Massage for me, only for me
8. Love me, unconditional love
9. Allow me to explore and treasure my life, no restriction, I need freedom badly
10. Be yourself, show me your real self, as genuine as you can

NINE ways to annoy me:

1. When you think you are so understand me
2. When you are busy about my life
3. When you take my things without ask the permission from me
4. When you talk something wrong but insist you are right
5. When you over dependent on me
6. When you blame on me without any vivid evidence
7. When you break your promise
8. When you approach me with evil intention or motives
9. When you remain silent on the task you don’t know how to work on

EIGHT things I stressed in my life:

1. Sincerity
2. Knowledge
3. Efforts
4. Genuineness
5. Love
6. Trust
7. Forgiveness
8. Right

SEVEN essences in my relationship:

1. Honest
2. Freedom, Right
3. Manners
4. Privacy
5. Emotional intimacy
6. Communication
7. Understanding

SIX of my favorite lessons:

1. Take one at one time
2. Do not ever preoccupied with stabilities, be aware of unexpected outcomes
3. Love and forgiveness
4. Mr. Right should be someone who able to help you build up a stronger identity and treasure your strengths
5. No-one can harm ourselves unless we give them the chances to hurt us
6. Help people but not to create dependency

FIVE ways to comfort me when I’m sad:

1. Sit beside me silently and prepare tissues for me, just in case I need it
2. Do not lecture me firmly, but use counseling skills to confront my confusion
3. Listen to my nags and never stop me from nagging or story-telling
4. Stand still and let me kick you and bite you
5. Hug me and kiss on my forehead

FOUR things I’m afraid of:

1. Alone in the dark
2. Insects and animals
3. Losing my uniqueness
4. Lost in my own world

THREE persons that I wouldn’t give up all the time:

1. Myself
2. Family members
3. My significant one

TWO of my favorite items on table:

1. Laptop
2. Stereo Headphone

ONE thing I want to do right now:

S-L-E-E-P.

I want hug hug~

I want hug hug~
Sweetest hug I ever had
A hug from you is enough to make me feel warm
A hug from you is enough to make me feel loved
Regardless when I need you, for sure you will be there for me

I want hug hug~
"nah, hug hug"
I never expected will get your reply in the early morning
muacks~
Thanks for pampering me
Thanks for loving me
And, thanks GOD for letting me, this evil girl, to know you, this amazing guy

What I see from you?
First, the importance of not change our uniqueness to suit somebody else
Second, genuineness of one-self and open-hearted
Third, accept our family background and who we are, no blames occur
Fourth, no restriction in relationship, give out the freedom she supposed to has
Fifth, willingness to communicate
Sixth, confident and fully trust on me
Seventh, tolerance and accept the fact that I'll still go out with guys even though I got you
Eighth, a man with a mature thoughts but act like a child in front of me, 'xiao hai zi'
-I believe, what I see from you may increase as the time pass =) -

Questioning

I have lots of things in my mind actually, I'm so wanna to share all of them, wanna to express my feelings, but… don know why, all of them were just stuck in the middle of my mind… WHY?? What's going wrong? I wonder to know bout it…

Well, sometimes really confused that:

(1) What makes a man and what makes a woman… Ppl used said that woman makes by water, because she could cry easily… But what about men? What makes them? If women could cry easily related with what make them, then izzit means that men shouldnt cry since they are not make by water? Funny.

(2) Why ppl who beyond the age of getting married always complained that their life are incomplete without another one in their life? Why they seem to be so worried about the matter why they get into marriage so late Would they become more happier IF there is someone occur in their life then? Why ppl just cant stay happy and enjoy with their single life? Why must involved another one? Izzit a NEED? Social pressure? Compliance?

(3) Why he still wanna to grab her away from the guy even though he knew that the girl indeed in a relationship? Well, normally when ppl facing such situation, the following statements sure appear in their mind: “She is still single and available if she not yet married; She still got another options to choose IF she haven’t married yet” What u think with these statements? To me, it is a rubbish!! It's just too funny. Why want to be the 3rd party of other relationship? Why want to create an oppoturnity for them to cause up betrayal? But surprisingly, ppl always claimed that “love is not the matter of fair and justice, so, whenever u meet someone who u really love with, just go ahead and woo them, don miss out the chance, don bother too much, do it for ur own happiness and etc”

(4) Why we have conflict? Problem? As well as the dilemma in life? Well, it will sounds so freak if none of us ppl experience any three of these. Since so, why ppl still want to complain them again and again ya? Nothing better to do than complaining? Human… sigh.. contradicting.. and demending.

(5) What determined a good gf? A good bf? A good friend? A good listener? Different ppl possessed different perspectives towards the same things… So, never be judgemental, never expect ppl will just behave as the way u like or the way u prefer. Do not always stay inside the comfort zone, accept others no matter what. The qualifications that u set might not as similar as other, so, do not blame other not understand on you, instead, you are the one who supposed to self-reflect, try to accept others and try to understand others. Don't be too self-centered. We are not born to please you and treat u good.

天蝎座的我

那天，after met with one friend at low yat, 我心血来朝的 买了一本书 -- 《星座求职落点分析》 by 陈铁君。 哈哈哈，一本RM6.00 的书，超便宜的，赞~！know what? because got 50% discount! hahaha!!!

今天，读了其中一位朋友给我的comment， 方恍然大悟，原来，我竟然忘记自己是一只天蝎。 谢谢你提醒了我这一点。

星座，我几乎忘了有星座这回事。我并不迷信，只是觉得它很有趣。

well, 今天的主题并不是我买了一本书或是我记得自己是只天蝎，而是我同意作者对天蝎座的解剖。根据书中记载：

“天蝎座可以说是十二星座中，最深不可测的星座。蝎子喜欢黑暗，讨厌阳光，本性会攻击，因此报复的特性也特别强。

受到守护星冥王星的影响，使得蝎子拥有很强烈的神秘直觉，能对很暗和危险的事，有最直接的体验。天蝎座的用情至深，也是十二星座最令人感佩的。他的热情和深刻的体验情感，配上耐人的体力，能量无人能急。

天蝎座的人通常精明能干，而且多半都有深藏不露的一面。 善于掩饰和隐藏， 是他们面对外界的一种防备方式。占有欲强但不轻易相信他人，使得他们在日常生活中，会尽量维持某种特定的形象，或是制造神秘感。他们不愿意一眼被人看穿，自己却如有x光般的能力，将身边的人看透。

天蝎座不但感情丰富，同时也极能为理性。他们有着外人无法理解的冷静和沈着之感，对于人生最大的禁忌和恐惧，如：性和死亡，也都拥有异于常人的胆识和见解。

天蝎的性需求，是爆发强大感情能量的动力之一。但是它能掩饰自己的喜恶和需求，让人看不见自己真正的心理欲念。违心之论，在天蝎座的人看来，不但没有任何的不自在，反而是生存的必要手段。

主观意识强的天蝎座，骨子里的操控和领导欲望很强，他自己能够隐藏，却讨厌别人说谎。没有固定的性格模式可寻，也不主动地剖析表达自我，这使得外人很难真正的看清天蝎的全貌。也许你觉得他应该是什么样的人，真正相处时，会发现原来他是另一种样子，等到你终于有点把握，或是已经适应了的时候，他又会再出现另一种面目。

天蝎座的深沈和内捻，使他高深莫测的主要原因。由于天性并不乐观，对于人性和生命的黑暗又多有体会，因此毁灭性也很强。许多天蝎座都有自毁的倾向，报复心态会转化成恨意，在心中停凝一辈子。豁然痛苦。感情上的伤害，尤其令他难过。

骄傲又勇敢的天蝎座，有着自己的一套处世哲学。他能忍受孤独的日子，也不喜欢热闹。同伴意识经常强过群体的重要性。天蝎座需要伴，但不一定喜欢热闹，极重视隐私的天蝎座，不会主动地与身边的人建立起桥梁，虚伪矫饰的人际关系，他更不屑一顾。不过只要能获得天蝎的信任，他们一生忠于朋友，忠于工作和伴侣。”

我觉得，作者对天蝎的解剖还蛮准的。至少有90%。 我不知道其他的天蝎会怎样看，但，personally, 我是觉得蛮准的。

第一，我坦诚我真的拥有些直觉， 而且还蛮准， 尤其是感情方面。另一方面，我喜欢观察人，所以，从观察中，我可以更加的肯定我的直觉。 看穿别人？呵呵，我不晓得我是否有这样的能力么，但，对于感情方面，我可以告诉你，我真的可以从你的小动作看穿你得hidden meaning.

第二，我还蛮讨厌阳光的。 原因很简单，我好怕晒黑。 哈哈！！ 够直接了吧？其实，白天让我觉得很累， 因为人性的丑陋，弱点全都出现在白天。为了继续生存，需要用不同的策略去tackle不同的人， 戴不同的面具。真得很累！！！ 为什么要这么辛苦？

第三，我会掩饰自己，至于有多厉害，我真的不晓得，只要我不想让那人知道，那，他就怎样也不可能会知道。连门都没！！ 别说我虚伪，我并没有，我依然真诚地对待每个人，只是有时并不想让人知道我想什么，so, 唯有将其想法或自己给隐藏起来。 深不可测是我的保护色..

第四，呵呵， 对！只要我对你有感觉，我就会对你很好。只要你让我觉得值得信赖， 值得爱的朋友，我就会忠于这段感情。友情如此，爱情也如此。另一方面，只要让我发觉你对我不忠，或背叛我，regardless friendship or romance relationship, 我绝不容许自己在受第二次同样的上。或许，给以前的我，我会很坚决的放弃这段友情，但，现在得我并不会这样做。反之，我仍然会与你做朋友，但，请你别奢望我俩的感情会像以前一样了， 皆因一切都变了。至于爱情，一旦我发现你背叛我， 别无选择，分手是唯一选择。

第五，对！我没有固定的性格，所以别奢望你可以完全了解我。这是不可能的事！哈哈哈哈！！

第六，冷静？ Hmmm， 应该说我冷血吧！其实应该说我之所以会格外冷静是因为我知道每个人都不同，知道每件事都有特定的解决方式。 最重要的是，我知道唯有冷静方能解决问题。calm and silent are the best weapons ever! 没有冷静，哪来清净? 若没有冷静，只有烦躁，这并不是一个好的策略，这并不能帮你看清事情，不能帮你解决问题，更不能帮你自己看清楚你要的到底是什么。冷血是我另一个保护自己的方式！

第七，报复? 我没那么傻。 到目前来说，没有一个人让我有报复的心态。 报复是一件很累的事，coz 你需要想你到底要怎样报复，到底要用怎样的策略，到底怎样才不会让那个人知道你其实是在报仇-ing。为什么要浪费脑汁想这些无聊的事？为什么不能放了自己？ 为什么仍把自己锁在痛苦中？释放自己吧！

第八，虚伪的人，请你远离我的生活，如果可以的话。但，很可悲的，我知道这是不可能的事情，所以， 就让我看看你到底有多虚伪。 让我看看你到底有什么本领。尽你所能的伪装自己吧，时间一到，你就会知道我们的友情到底值多少俩。少的可悲！well, 我不能控制the amount of 虚伪的人出现在我生活，但我可以选择放弃这段与虚伪的人所建造起来的‘友情’。 假的可悲!!

最后，敢爱敢恨！我能做到，只是看我要不要！多一个朋友胜于多个敌人，所以一天还没到最后一分钟，又或是事情还没那么严重，我是不会恨一个人。但，别得寸进尺！我的忍耐程度是有限的，然而，我会尽我所能不去为些琐碎事情而烦。我没那么犯贱。 我仍然有我的原则！

天蝎座，好！

29 ways to make your girl smile??

1． Tell her she is beautiful and blink your eye-lids 100 times per second.
• What? Blink eye-lids 100 times per second? Huh! I hope that you won’t get eye muscle cramp! Please la, it looks so creepy k?

2． Hold her hand at any moment…even if it’s just for a second.
• Yes! Perhaps you can use UHU glue, and then you won’t lose your hand on hers.

3． Hug her from behind.
• Especially for me, Hahaha!!! I love this so much! So sweet! So Warm! But only restricted to the one I love!

4． Leave her voice message to wake up or just go to sleep.
• Yup! Don’t be lazy to do so even though it’s just a simple message! Of course, do it with sincere! It would brighten her day and warm her heart! Put little effort everyday into the relationship to strengthen your relationship.

5． Wrestle with her =)
• But let her win! Pretend as a weaker. Then catch an opportunity to kiss her, ha-ha, she would be shocked and you would win in the wrestling then! Hahaha~

6． Don’t go hang out with your ex when she’s not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her. You should instead hang out with your ex when you’re dating your current at the same time that would maybe make her happy.
• What? Crazy izzit? Date with ex and current gf at the same time? Who would be happy? Stupid! Nonsense! If your girl do the same to you, would you be happy? Same reason! Rubbish!

7． If you’re talking to another girl, when you’re done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her… Let her know she’s yours and they aren’t.
• Replied him “sorry, I don know you. Please don touch me, you are so dirty!”

8． Write her notes or call her just to say “hi”
• And wait for her reply as in “rubbish asshole”

9． Introduce her to your friends.
• Build a good friendship with his friends and hang out with them. Hahaha, create some chance for self!

10. Play with her hair, build a hair castle.
• Shopping spree with his credit cards, and he would be ‘happy’ whenever he receive the monthly bill.

11. Pick her up (she loves it) and throw her down (she’s crazy for it)
• Ya, throw her on floor, then see how much she hates you!

12. Get upset of another guy touches her and she doesn’t like it… Tells her the guy belongs to you
• Hahaha! Ya, say so, then she would copy your style and tell you the girl you talk to is belongs to her.

13. Make her laugh…do some dirty dance that ought to make her laugh…
• Dirty dance? Gigolo? Hahah!

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms…
• Then fells the incredible numb the next morning…go on…this called romantic! Hahaha!

15. If she’s mad at you, kiss her…then tell her…It’s over!
• Stand still and let her kick on you! Then she would be happy since there is someone willing to let her to torture!

16. If you care about her, TELL HER: “I cared about you!” done, then leave…
• Leave? Huh! Do it, then you would lose your girl! Stupid strategy! Stay beside her silently rather than just leave!

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal (she’ll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she’ll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with his cologne!! And flowers or something occasionally.
• Stuffed animal and t-shirt during the passion period. One jewelry every year. A bouquet of flower on every festival. Thing that a guy should gives to his girl is your HEART!!! Sincerity and trustworthy are all the matters in love.

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
• No pretend in the relationship. Sincere and faithful are all the matters. Relationship of a pretender would not last eternally.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile…that’ll give her an idea how stupid you are.
• Look in his eyes and tells him you are pregnant, see how he reacts! A great surprise to him.

20. Hang out with her on weekends…hang out with others girls every different weekdays.
• Date with him on day, hang out with other guys every nights! Balance!

21. Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
• Drink all the contaminated acidic rain…and die together!

22. Kiss her just for the heck of it…turn her on…so you could get in bed…
• Flirt with him and turn his flame on, leave him when he wants sex!

23. If you’re listening to music, let her listen too… If you’re eating, let her eat too… If you’re bathing, let her bathe.
• If you have money, give her all your salary. If you have more than one credit card, give the rest to her and keep one for self. Set no boundaries on their expenses.

24. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don’t care so call even if you only talk for a minute.
• Girls do not necessarily need to have hours long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick “hello” and some daily concerns.

25. Give her what she wants.
• Your money… Your house… Your car… Your fortune.. Your life!

26. Recognize the small things… they usually mean the most…
• Males concern their big business, but females concern the feels.

27. Don’t hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she’ll feel left out…
• Feel left out? Sorry, that’s merely plain jealousy, k? Which planet these girls from?

28. Hang out with her whenever you are free and you should be free to hang out with girl friend all the time…
• Erm, agree, freedom is needed.

29. If you care about her.. Show her your skills
• Skills? What skills? Ain’t the skill on bed!