Jerry-《一半》
一直等 一个人 等了很久
这一场 独角戏 是很寂寞
春夏秋冬 我的窗口 只有风经过
爱很深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后 我的心 变的脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛
但我谁也没有说
右边的座位 右边的枕头 都已经空了那麼久
为你守候 那是因为 我已经看透
没有你的爱 这个我 只是一半
不哭了 不笑了 为谁努力 我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待 等风再把你带回来
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
原来 我想你
— 原来 我想念你 —原来 你的影子在我脑里 挥之不去
原来 你的名字在我心里 留下烙印
原来 你的出现给我生活 带来变化
原来
你有如此大的魅力
原来 对昔日的懵懂 我仍深深自责
原来 对昔日的错过 我仍耿耿于怀
原来 对昔日的爱恋 我仍偷偷怀念
原来
我不曾放下过
原来 没有人能让我向对你一样的 付出真心
原来 没有人能让我向对你一样的 把心敞开
原来 没有人能让我向对你一样的 许下承诺
原来
神秘紫色 我是如此的眷恋
原来 你占据了我整颗心
原来 我中了不能被磨灭的毒
原来 我不能记得忘记
原来
“后悔”是这么写的
只可惜 你我已经擦肩而过了
很可惜 我没有勇气问你一句
原来
错过的 是我最想要的
— 原来 我把心上锁了，钥匙被我弄断了—
Monday, September 29, 2008
Well-kept
No matter how far I go
No matter how long the distances are
No matter how the world had changed
No matter how the sad torn me apart
No matter how....
There is something that I had well-kept all these while..
"You're always in my mind, the unique one, the irreplaceable one, and the impressed one"
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
That's Why - MLTR
Title: Michael Learns To Rock - That's Why (You Go Away)
Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head
* CHORUS *
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away
I know You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
* REPEAT CHORUS *
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
After my lappy reformat, all my songs were gone, thus, its been a long time I didn't listen to my favorite songs.
That day, when I attended to my cousin's wedding dinner, there are a lot of my favorite songs were played in the ball room, That's Why by MLTR is one of the song that played on that day.
I feel touched and familiar. I'm get touched by the lyrics of songs easily, but not to the things that people does.
=( I want songs...
Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head
* CHORUS *
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away
I know You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
* REPEAT CHORUS *
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
After my lappy reformat, all my songs were gone, thus, its been a long time I didn't listen to my favorite songs.
That day, when I attended to my cousin's wedding dinner, there are a lot of my favorite songs were played in the ball room, That's Why by MLTR is one of the song that played on that day.
I feel touched and familiar. I'm get touched by the lyrics of songs easily, but not to the things that people does.
=( I want songs...
Monday, September 22, 2008
NEW Spec
-Hohoho, I changed my spec finally-
When I am with this new brought spec, there are various comments:
Huang lian gong: (stunned) "You look fierce"
Daddy: "Teacher-look"
Dear (even worse): "You look like auntie when with this spec!!"
Mommy: "Normal lo~"
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Bla-ing about ME
Finally, I am up here and leave some words in my long-ignored blog.
(hmmm, feel sorry to it tim.. If I apologize to my blog, would it be noticed? hahaha, gila syok!)
Ever since I disappear in the past few months, I learned and changed. Either good or bad, it is mostly depend on how you judge. But to me, I feel pleasant with these changes.
As I know, the only way to help myself to feel more comfortable and treat myself genuinely is to stand still on my points and do something without consider on others' expectation on me. And, in order to build up a healthy relationship and a stable foundation, I had realize what I need is to be somewhat selfish and to be less considerate. Sounds bad right? But, this was what I learned from the past, I need to be like this, it is a prevention for me from repeat my faults. Honestly, these kind of confrontation were indeed hard to me especially when it comes to the circumstances where I need to deal with the special one. The unpleasant tendency of trying to please and be dependent are the most challenges to me.
I had been struggled a lot to reach my desirable destiny, to me, it is a huge step. Along the journey, I fell into the depressive mode repeatedly; throughout the years, the process of self-identity-seeking never stopped.
From time to time, I dreamt of this day, and now, I am proud of myself where I am heading to my freedom destiny! Yahoo! The efforts that I invested in the past successfully shaped me a better tomorrow, applause for myself. =p And now, I know who I am, and I would never feel sad on myself and never feel shame and lost in the journey of self-seeking, because, its a path that we need to go through at least once in our life.
Day after day, I'm become more comfortable with myself especially when I need to deal with someone special to me. Am I controlling? I don think so (may be I am, but I have no intention to be like that). Am I unpredictable? May be I am, I never enjoy that way where people could predict what I going to do next. I know how to invest my feeling bit and bit into a relationship, and I know what kind of relationship I am looking for.
I enjoy being myself now! I found myself!
-end-
(hmmm, feel sorry to it tim.. If I apologize to my blog, would it be noticed? hahaha, gila syok!)
Ever since I disappear in the past few months, I learned and changed. Either good or bad, it is mostly depend on how you judge. But to me, I feel pleasant with these changes.
As I know, the only way to help myself to feel more comfortable and treat myself genuinely is to stand still on my points and do something without consider on others' expectation on me. And, in order to build up a healthy relationship and a stable foundation, I had realize what I need is to be somewhat selfish and to be less considerate. Sounds bad right? But, this was what I learned from the past, I need to be like this, it is a prevention for me from repeat my faults. Honestly, these kind of confrontation were indeed hard to me especially when it comes to the circumstances where I need to deal with the special one. The unpleasant tendency of trying to please and be dependent are the most challenges to me.
I had been struggled a lot to reach my desirable destiny, to me, it is a huge step. Along the journey, I fell into the depressive mode repeatedly; throughout the years, the process of self-identity-seeking never stopped.
From time to time, I dreamt of this day, and now, I am proud of myself where I am heading to my freedom destiny! Yahoo! The efforts that I invested in the past successfully shaped me a better tomorrow, applause for myself. =p And now, I know who I am, and I would never feel sad on myself and never feel shame and lost in the journey of self-seeking, because, its a path that we need to go through at least once in our life.
Day after day, I'm become more comfortable with myself especially when I need to deal with someone special to me. Am I controlling? I don think so (may be I am, but I have no intention to be like that). Am I unpredictable? May be I am, I never enjoy that way where people could predict what I going to do next. I know how to invest my feeling bit and bit into a relationship, and I know what kind of relationship I am looking for.
I enjoy being myself now! I found myself!
-end-
Monday, September 15, 2008
Back
It's been a long time I didn't update any entry here.
Alright... Alright... I knew I had disappeared for a looooong time (hmmm, almost a month, wao~), and had blocked the only channel of some of you guys to update yourself regard the latest news of mine indirectly. Haha, paiseh~ >.<
Suddenly, feel like want to leave some clues here, for the sake of track, if you interested with my life lar~ (may be is you, you, you, or you, =p)
Folks, need not to curious about my missing in MSN and here. Its just merely because of lacking motivation to update my news here. The passion to blog, to online for chatting, seems like far away from me in the past few weeks. Weird, isn't it? Hmmm, does this means I am getting older? Hahaha, alright, crapping here =p =cold=*
Hey friends, no worries if you not able to reach me ya. Since past few weeks of time, I fell in love with silence, and thus, my phone was in silent and mute mode always. I just wont be noticed there is a call or message until I move my sight towards the phone that I left on piano purposely.
You know what, now only I realize, the silence I had yesterday was a gift from God in which He wants me to drown and to explore more about myself before heading to the next stages of my life. The silence wasn't those kind of horrible silent that lack of accompanies from others, but it was as if a force which brought me to the peace and refreshment. Feel recharged! And now, I am ready for everything and I know what I need in the near future!
Lastly, folks, no worries on me, I am ok here, perfectly fine. Missing only, still alive. hahahah~
Alright... Alright... I knew I had disappeared for a looooong time (hmmm, almost a month, wao~), and had blocked the only channel of some of you guys to update yourself regard the latest news of mine indirectly. Haha, paiseh~ >.<
Suddenly, feel like want to leave some clues here, for the sake of track, if you interested with my life lar~ (may be is you, you, you, or you, =p)
Folks, need not to curious about my missing in MSN and here. Its just merely because of lacking motivation to update my news here. The passion to blog, to online for chatting, seems like far away from me in the past few weeks. Weird, isn't it? Hmmm, does this means I am getting older? Hahaha, alright, crapping here =p =cold=*
Hey friends, no worries if you not able to reach me ya. Since past few weeks of time, I fell in love with silence, and thus, my phone was in silent and mute mode always. I just wont be noticed there is a call or message until I move my sight towards the phone that I left on piano purposely.
You know what, now only I realize, the silence I had yesterday was a gift from God in which He wants me to drown and to explore more about myself before heading to the next stages of my life. The silence wasn't those kind of horrible silent that lack of accompanies from others, but it was as if a force which brought me to the peace and refreshment. Feel recharged! And now, I am ready for everything and I know what I need in the near future!
Lastly, folks, no worries on me, I am ok here, perfectly fine. Missing only, still alive. hahahah~
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