message to baby [J]

To baby [J]:

If I'm a man, I'll marry you. Unfortunately, I'm not.
If girl could married girl, I'll marry you, for sure.

Nothing is perfect in the world, but what makes us perfect is our FRIENDSHIP
-Once friend, forever friend-
Sounds so lame? fake? You know me well than others, you know I meant it

Back to reality, you're my best friend (should be more than that)
Undeniable, you're a tough and smart girl, but sometimes tend to hide your feelings from others
Especially to the recent matter, I just don know how could you keep it for such a long period of time without telling anyone
Feel so bad and frustrated when listened to that matter
Feel so guilty and bad of my careless
I thought you'll be okay when with him
But things turn up with disappoitments
From now on, need to protect you more and sense for you (ngiek ngiek, I bet you know what i mean with the 'sense')

The faker (yes, its you) go away from her
You're abusing the trust she relied on you
You're not only a faker, but a pretender
Let's see what kind of consequences you'll receive later in life

[J], listen to your heart
Follow the intuition and the signals
And, decide for yourself
I'll pray for you =)

-Rachel-