Wednesday, May 28, 2008

把冰山劈开

心静得像湖里的水,没有一点点的澎湃。。。
我怎么了?

女孩子,在面对别人的追求时,怎样也该有点点的开心。。。
但,我竟然没有一点点地感觉。。
很冷,很酷。。

朋友问我现在到底有多少个人在排队,算了算。。。
得到的回应是:“不是吧?不要开玩笑喔。那他们之中你要选谁?”
拜托。。。有人追,就一定要从中选一个的吗?
狗屁不通。。

不少人问我可否把钥匙给他们。。
对不起,这把钥匙,我不随便给。。。
一切得靠你们的实力把我这座冰山劈开。。。
事先声明,也许你需要一段很长的时间才能把冰山劈开
若你能成功俘虏我的心,我就把钥匙交出来。。
若你不能的话,你可以转身就走,我不会挽留
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I have to translate some essences of this entry into English version, due to some of you don know read in Chinese:

Numb...
Flatted emotion...
Neutral..

Normally, girls will feel happy when there is someone go after her..
But, how come I will feel nothing?
No excitement at all.
Weird...
Cool...
Cold...
Unapproachable...

Friends asked how many of them after me right now...
I understood their curiosity..
I count and reply them..
"Wow, are you serious? Then any preferable ideal life partner?"
Duh~~
Please lar~ It's doesnt mean you must accept one of them since in single status..

Friends dropped me messages after saw the nick name I put in my MSN.
Most of them asked questions regard to the KEY, a KEY of my heart...
Sorry, I wont give out the KEY just like that..
Have to see how capable you are to get the KEY from me... Fate, perhaps.

Well. whats need to be stated is, you may take a long long time to win my heart and get the KEY, as I stated, I'm numbed..
So, if you are tiring in getting the KEY, you may just walk away in the middle.
If you really able win my heart and knock off this ice-berg, I will hand out the KEY of my heart to you and will never ask it back...

6 comments:

Cheriecey said...

they wanna break the ice is dependent on whether you wanna let them break the ice.
easy. the key is whether they can open your heart through actions that show sincerity, perseverance, ambitiousness, determination, & LOVE & SENSITIVITY
I know you so well right? still, you need to give the good guys the chance to SHOW you how caring they could be, otherwise, its unfair. Correct mou?

XD

傲慢天蝎 said...

hahaha, true true true.
You know me so well. Muacks. aiks, why you are a girl le? lol~

ya, the main point is whether I let them break it anot. I know I need to give them the chance to show me how caring they could be, but sometimes i really reclutant to allow them enter into my world before i trust them.
sei dak la like this. fated to be single jor.

Cheriecey said...

you used "fated"? haha... when loves fall upon you, your heart will melt, wanna bet? there's a risk of course, if you allow, you may get the Mr.Right as he's able to demo his heart ma; but you may also trust the wrong one. Putting the trust aside, you have nothing to lose actually even if he betrays you or whatever, you merely learn to understand & accept that as least you treat him with heart, if he still wanna disappoint you, that's his own issue.

Try not to worry. What's coming will eventually strike you!!!

XD Beware of love arrows!!!

傲慢天蝎 said...

haha, whats wrong with the 'fated'? i know myself geh, my ought to sense trust and my unwillingness to give out the key sometimes really make me feel like "oh shit, i will be single if continue like this"
hahaha, need not to bet, i know when the love fall upon, i will melt by it, i will fal into his passion and love on me. normal thing, if i still cant feel anything, please hospitalize me. hahha, excessive coldness. lol~
i don want to give out the key just like that. i open the chance to them, but, this doesnt mean i will give out the key to all of them, yet, i will observe first, if he is the one, i will slowly open my heart to him and welcome his existence in my life.
Before commit into the relationship, i have a strong urge to feel the perseverance, and treat him good with boudaries. After commit into the relationship, i will trust him anyhow and treat him the best with my heart.
i know he may choose to betray me or whatever, and i will feel sad a that moment. you are correct, as if our situation now, we learned and understand more from the failed relationship.
haha, no worries at all now, as you said, numbed jor, how to feel the nerviousness?
sei la, hera belum contact me la.

Cheriecey said...

just be neutral right now, what's meant for you will fall for you. don't care about the key lah, automatically sometimes you fall dy but you haven realize.
i'm dy very very sien of love relationship, can't feel excited about it~ Not that I can't love, is that he failed me to the fullest. I doubt that even if I'm really near perfect, & if I meet someone like him again, he still feel I'm lacking of something~ that time really no eyes to see~

傲慢天蝎 said...

I feel sien of relationship too, really no excitement at all, sei mou... haha

i m doubt whether i will truly become numb and cold in relationship. sei la