Dreadful Nights

I'm writting letter again.
I'm drafting again.
I'm thinking of him again.
I'm crying again.

It's 6a.m. morning.
Alone in the night, sleepless night.
Silent kills me cruelly,darn.
Nights without him, again.
Dreadful, the pain tearing my soul.
Looking for the missing piece of my heart.

Will he knows this?
I guess he doesn't knows at all.
He just seems like doesn't cares anymore.
But, still, I choose to stay.
I tried hard to make amend.
I know, it's my fault.